new chapter of life, welcome to KMJ

8.35 am,

Bismillahirahmanirahim in the name of Allah the All Mighty and Most Merciful.


Hey blogger, Im back for good :)  so few days to go. few steps to take. everyone have their own separate way to a very different road. same goes to me. like seriously from basically i just dont think that i'm ready to use my brain back and it seems like my brain had freeze. wohoaaaa. it makes me feeling nervousee !

so i told to myself : welcome to Kolej Matrikulasi Johor babyyy :) yayy for me please :) EXCITED sehh nak masuk. pikir 4 flat je memanjang. kena buat betul-betul ni. when i said something i really mean it.

maka esok bermula lah perjalanan balik johor. my second hometown sana youuuu. haha. ahh malaslah nak cerita panjang. aku dah rasa lain macam je sebenarnya ni sebab nak start belajar balik. rasa kejap je. cehh padahal 6 bulan terlentang kat rumah -.-

actually this special post for someone when i know that feeling where everything feels right. where i don't have to worry about tomorrow or yesterday, where i feel safe and know i'm doing the best that i can :') payah weh kalau kita ni umpama nyawa hidup orang lain. kena sentiasa fikir orang kedua selain diri sendiri. kadang-kadang tak dapat nak puaskan hati diri sendiri tapi dah kena pikirkan pasal hati orang lain. that is the fact of life. kau takkan tak rasa apa yang aku rasa?

i love doing things my own way. and if you trust me ill do it. but if you tell me that i've got a deadline and keep pushing me about it I WONT DO IT, AND I JUST WONT. like let me do it by my own. dont worry. i'll get the things i need at the end of the day, just chill. like seriously, dont worry. i'm not failing. just lets not talk about it ever. please trust me and i'll do the best for you :)                                                                                    

lastly,see ya budak budak KMJ
                                              
                                                                                                                                  lots of love, xoxo