meet the dentist. =.=

31 december 2012

nervous, no?

pipi budak ni comel. ELASTIC. cer buat kat pipi korang. tak jadi kan? well. :D

hai assalamualaikum. 

  After so long being strike by a block called writer's block, now I'm just searching for reasons and ore reasons for me to write again. However, my fingers are not that active anymore. My brain is just so slow nowadays. The only thing that could keep me active, is by meet the dentist. lol.

okay. tomorrow is new year right? yeah. everyone are busy right now with their school stuff or whatever. but not for me. yeah. guess what? today i meet the dentist. whoa! i meet myself. macam orang gila je jumpa diri sendiri kan. hey i want to be dentist what. jangan nak perlekeh ea? :)

enough. insyaallah one day. amiin. so lets continue with my story. meet the dentist? for what? braces? hmmm. maybe. HAHA. no lah. tu one day nanti, insyaallah. tau la gigi aku tak lawa bak kata phagos. see? bestfriend sendiri pun cakap gigi aku tak lawa. sentap..*nak kena kura-kura ni. :p

so sebenarnya aku pergi cuci gigi je punn. je punn? okay ada yang cakap " mar kau ni gelabah laa cuci gigi kat klinik. gosok gigi sendiri dah la" so aku nak story since aku stay up kat SABDA tu, agak banyak laa jugak NESCAFE yang aku amik. yang regular? mild? rich? kacip fatimah?  semua penah. tongkat ali je belum. seriously kalau selalu minum boleh addiction kot. dah macam kalau tak minum tak boleh. kalau berani cubalah.. 

then adalah satu harini aku tanya kat sorang kawan. al kisah pun bermula.

me      : weh, kita ni minum nescafe banyak  la jugak.

kawan : aah kan. tau tak bagus. tapi after spm, kau jangan laa amik dah. stop kan minum.

me      : sape je sanggup nak lagi. aku tak larat dah. habis spm, habis la.

kawan : tu lah. tapi effect dia apa? addiction? tu je ke.

me      : yelah kot. ada la penyakit tu.

  

so sampai sekarang kitaorang happy and rasa macam effect nescafe tu tak ada pape. setakat addiction. eleh. tu je... sampai la satu hari ni kan... aku tengok la cermin. usha gigi jap. lepastu aku rasa gigi aku ni macam karat je. pffffft =.= gelak la lagi. cerita betul kot. ya ALLAH, time tu aku rasa " asal doe gigi ni. even gosok gigi banyak kali pun macam tak bersih lg" aku cuak ah. sape tak cuak kalau tengok gigi macam tu. bangkek doe. HAHA.

then, aku pun move on to the next step. harapan la aku nak biarkan gigi aku macam tu je. 

me      : mama, kita rasa gigi kita ni pelik je -.-''

mama : meh sini tengok. *so nganga la mulut*. tak gosok gigi tak. 

me      : aish, buat lawak pulak mama ni =.= dah. kita dah gosok. tak mau hilang.

mama : karang gigi kot. ei dah sana.

me      : *dlm hati. mama suruh pegi sana??? *

                ala ape pulak karang gigi. tak penah-penah

mama : pegi klinik esok.

 

finally, pergi jumpa dentist. dia pun cuci la gigi.

 time tu kan kan..                                             

Nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous .

 tak sakit. tapi ngilu siot. sumpah tak tahan. macam kena kikis je gigi tu. pehhh. sakit sikit bila dia cuci gigi belakang. time tu nganga sebesar alam la. apa lagi. air liur aku pun terpercik keluar banyak gila. dah macam sunway lagoon. betul..tak tipu. HAHA. kesian pembantu dia. amek kau. terkena air liur aku. tapi dia baik. dia lapkan air liur yang terkeluar. euuuuwwww. LOL. kisah pulak aku. btw, thanks ye akak :)

dentist tu pun agak-agak la, air liur aku dah bnyak bertakung kot dalam mulut tu. alat tu pun tak mampu nak sedut air liur yang bnyak tu. eh sedut? betul ke istilah tu. ah lantakla.  bagi la aku buang. takkan nak telan kot. rasa pun dah lain macam dah. yayy! finally! dia cakap " okay boleh kumur" omg. bersyukur gila time tu. aku pun buang la kat sinki tu. bila aku keluarkan je air sunway lagoon tu. whatthefun?? 

air liur campur darah weh. darah je belambak. orang pun cuci gigi jugak tapi mana ada darah banyak.

 " ape doe dentist ni buat kat aku. nak bunuh gigi aku ke apa? " then ingatkan dah habis. baru nak happy.  dia baringkan aku lagi. aku taknak! hahahaha. tu baru siap gigi bawah la atas belum lagi. time tu redha dah. alhamdulilah. tak lama pun. setengah jam pun tak sampai. siap lah cuci gigi. 

see? shiny kan? get the jeleousy?

last but not least.

padang kiri pandang kanan. pssst. pssst. sini lah. ye awak la.

sebenarnya NESCAFE tu laa yang buat gigi saya macam karat. bnyak sgt caffein. sakai kn? tak percaya? kan dah cakap tadi. kalau berani cubalah. kbye.

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CAKE KITA SEMUA

NERD IS THE WORD

INGAT LAGI TAK? DEPAN CHALET KAT PASIR SALAK

BATCH OF CAMARADARIE

SEE THAT HOT GUY HUH? THAQIF, LEADER OF BATCH. 

CUN KAN?  NADIRAH. PEN.KETUA BATCH

CAMARADERIE

ITS ALL ABOUT US

WE TROUGH THICK AND THIN TOGETHER

JAZARIANS PERFORMANCE

COOL SEYH. HAITHAM GANGNAM STYLE.

FARGHANIANS. HAFIZ, SINGER OF SABDA

THEM

NAD,HUDDA,YAS,ERIZA,IMAN


SPORT HOUSE,AMBERIANS

HOUSE CAPT AND VICE CAPTAIN 2012

KR AND PKB. OHH. SOO SWEET :)

HEY, ITS ME WITH MY HOUSE CAPTAIN, BTHO

 A PART OF AMBERIANS

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER, BBQ NIGHT

ERR AMBER DENGAN CITRNE. FAA DGN YAN NYIBUKS =.=

KR BAJET BUSY. HAHA

2011 PUNYA SPORT DAY


200M AND 400M. HERE WE COME

                               
                                  EVEN HUJAN, CHILL LAH. STILL BOLEH LARI MAA


                                                                    BESTIES

sweet kan main suap-suap bagai? haha. tu idot. semua benda aku share cerita  dengan dia

musfirah. lembut je budaknya. boleh buat bini. meh la masuk minang kalau berani dengan CHOI, kekasih hati ;D

nad with eriza. nad ni selalu text dengan boyfiee dia. fon tak penah nak lepas. eriza pulak 24 hours dengan bb dia. twitter la katakan

sue. bajet hot je minah ni dengan nah, budak intersaber. tapi dia memang hot pun :)

         

asilah si kaki panjang. nampak je kasar. padahal dalam hati tu melambung taman 

kat dm pun jadi. okay aku amikkan nasi untuk idot. aku tak makan dua pinggan okay 

pagos. budak paling hot kat SABDA :)

There is time when strangers are like friends and friends are like strangers. Isn't it amazing how people who were once just strangers, suddenly meant the world to you. And I wanna be with the people I know. gahhh. seriously imissyouguys. we made up our memories from 7 february 2011 until now. please keep it for a thousand years.thats all. thankyou for the memories :')
                                           

im sorry :(

hehe. again aku update lagi. 3 kali dah dalam satu hari. so special untuk siapa yang terasa and pernah terasa selama ni dengan aku. tercakap lepas. yes, disebabkan salah cakap, semua benda getting worst. tu salah ni salah. semua tak kena kalau salah cakap kan? hati pun tak tenang selagi orang tu tak maafkan kita. maafkan aku yee? so im here to say a big of sorry. see the pictures? its telling you how serious i am that want you apologize me. please.


                                      


                                     
                                     



                                  



 see that huh? semua tu umpama aku yang tengah mintak maaf ni.comel? haha. i already know it. im soooo sorry okay? dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. i didnt mean to say what i did. but i did it. tak sengaja,biaslah manusia, salah cakap.so kalau kau maafkan aku, i will be the happiest person in this world. thankyou for forgive me :)


                             

yeah! finally

                   


awak !!! okay terkejut. speechless. semua ada. i got a text from you. and guess what? i was like 


                



ala aku percaya. siapa je yang tak pernah rasa apa yang aku rasa macam kat atas tu. gila -.-'' HAHA. 
biasalah lama dah tak contact. yes, awak kalah. kenapa? sebab awak text saya dulu. means awak ingat kat saya dulu. mengaku jelah. saya faham :D awak text saya. awak cakap awak dapat fast track tu. lama kot kita tak contact. boleh laa. berminggu la jugak. 

panjang umur awak kn? sebab saya baru je tulis pasal awak tadi. tak percaya bacalah old post. tapi awak nak baca ke? blog saya ni pun awak tak tahu.haha. ayat je lebih. biarlah. awak nak tahu, everything pasal awak saya akan tahu dulu sebelum awak bagitau saya. laju tak? betul saya cakap,saya akan tahu semua pasal awak even awak taknak cerita. and this is the way i am. dahdah, taknak ungkit the past. kita dah tak ada apa apa dah pun. life awak pun dah better sekarang. so lastly,

                                         


                                    

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suddenly to remind

wednesday, 26th december 

hello! i just got back from shopping at one borneo at kota kinabalu sabah. okay kesah pulak korang kan? haha. banyak gilaaa sale. biasalah sale for hujung tahun. semua barang nak murah. carlorino? santa barbara? polo? ohmaigaddd.  and i was like. hey! mama, nak beli semua boleh?

muka excited with my pyjamas. lolz

                                             

                                            

tapi disebabkan mama dengan papa aku bukan datuk datin yang kaya raya macam parents korang yang mampu nak belikan untuk korang tu, so aku hanya mampu shopping sikit je.tu pun dah bersyukur. nak tengok? okay tu yang kat bawah tu. tu image je. lebih kurang macam tulah beg dia.

carlorino is just awsome

                                   

                                                

okay enough pasal shopping. tu intro je, sebenarnya aku nak cerita lain. tadi aku on9 facebook and bukak bukak je, terus keluar new feeds pasal si diaa yang dapat fast track for utp. congrates man. im proud of you. :') and you didnt share with me pun. orang terakhir kot dapat tahu. hmm. takpelah. at least i tahu even late pun  because its better than never kan?

                                              

then i thought, who is me to you to share anything with you 

                                                

                                     

so saya tahu yang awak akan buat keputusan yang terbaik untuk diri awak sama ada awak nak pergi ke tak. awak jangan risau la. awak pandai. semua orang nak panggil awak. insyaallah SPM nanti awak dapat straight a's. saya doakan awak. amiin.

                                      

hmm. masuk harini je ramai dah aku dengar yang member semua dah dapat tawaran belajar sana lah sini lah. even kena guna duti sendiri dulu pun takpe. janji korang nak belajar. janji korang dah dapat tawaran kan? aku? tak ada punn. rezeki tak samapi lagi. tunggu result SPM laa. doakan ea sayang? thanks. 

DEAR RESULT SPM,

 please be nice with me yaa? tak sampai hati nak kecewa kan family,teachers and the most     important is tak sampai hati nak kecewa kan diri sendiri. if i can turn back my past, seriously i want to take a video everytime when i study, when i struggle hardly for my SPM. tak tidur, stay up for the whole of night  with sue,idot,pagos,asilah,mus,bak,nad and eriza. and i want they watch it.the moment that i will remember for the rest of my life. at least they know how seriously and hardly i want that straight a's for THEM.  i just want them to proud of me cause they have me that can bring the sucess until i get it and they will do like this to me

                                         

they will kiss and say "macam ni laa anak papa dengan mama :)"

                                        

so to guys yang kat luar sana tu, please remember this

Ya know, even though I turned out to be someone that tend to get good results for exams, my mind tend to forget most of the things that I've learned. I forget so bad until I've come to a point where I keep asking myself, "How in the world did I ever score this before?". And something hit me, really hard, in the head. MY REAL INTENTION OF STUDYING.

I have realized that all this while I've been studying really hard  just for the sake to pass with flying colors. I rarely set my mind, my heart, to study because of Allah S.W.T. There, right there! No wonder I always find hard times to recall all the things that I've learned. Could it be because the knowledge that I've digested is not blessed by Him? 

When I read a blog about, "Belajar kerana Allah S.W.T", I feel a hard punch right into my heart. I feel at loss. Such a loss for me to study all this while without correcting my intention of studying. All this time, I've been chasing good grades, and good pointers. I shed tears when I fail, I give up when I feel stress, and I complain whenever I did not get the result that I wanted even though I have put soo much effort. I fail to look at the bright side of my failure. I fail to realize that even though I have failed, at least I have increased my knowledge. I fail to see the good things that I would receive in the life hereafter if I have more faith in Him. 

“Bahawa sesungguhnya setiap amalan itu bergantung kepada niat, dan bahawa sesungguhnya bagi setiap orang apa yang dia niatkan. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya menuju kepada Allah dan RasulNya, maka hijrahnya kepada Allah dan RasulNya. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya kerana dunia yang dia mahu mencari habuannya, atau kerana seorang perempuan yang dia mahu kahwininya, maka hijrahnya ke arah perkara yang ditujuinya itu.”

( Hadith riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim )

We, as muslim students, have to know, what are the main reason Allah S.W.T has created us for? Allah has created us to live on earth, to worship Allah, to work for Allah with all our might. Whatever we do in Dunya can be classified as worshipping Allah, as long as we get our intentions right. Same goes to studying.

"Rugi kalau belajar semata mata nak kejar apa yang ada didunia sahaja, sesungguhnya ganjaran diakhirat adalah yang sebaik-baiknya."

If we study because of Him, we will much more less feel down whenever we don't achieve something good enough for us. We will not have studying as a burden, In fact, we will feel much more at peace and organized. The knowledge we learn, will not only last until exams, but also for the rest of our lives. We will be able to carry out all the theories we've learned and will definitely benefit not only ourselves as individuals, but also raise the name of muslims. Beside that, when we do something sincerely because of Him, whatever the outcome turn out to be, we would always be ready and 'redha' with whatever He has prepared for us. Don't cry, don't whine, don't complain. Our job is to do our best, to work hard towards it, but the result, already stated in the books of our lives.

"Kita, manusia, hanya merancang. Tetapi Allah yang menentukan."

                                       

get it? alhamdulilah. selamat beramal and assalamualaikum.