hello! i just got back from shopping at one borneo at kota kinabalu sabah. okay kesah pulak korang kan? haha. banyak gilaaa sale. biasalah sale for hujung tahun. semua barang nak murah. carlorino? santa barbara? polo? ohmaigaddd. and i was like. hey! mama, nak beli semua boleh?
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| muka excited with my pyjamas. lolz |
tapi disebabkan mama dengan papa aku bukan datuk datin yang kaya raya macam parents korang yang mampu nak belikan untuk korang tu, so aku hanya mampu shopping sikit je.tu pun dah bersyukur. nak tengok? okay tu yang kat bawah tu. tu image je. lebih kurang macam tulah beg dia.
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| carlorino is just awsome |
okay enough pasal shopping. tu intro je, sebenarnya aku nak cerita lain. tadi aku on9 facebook and bukak bukak je, terus keluar new feeds pasal si diaa yang dapat fast track for utp. congrates man. im proud of you. :') and you didnt share with me pun. orang terakhir kot dapat tahu. hmm. takpelah. at least i tahu even late pun because its better than never kan?
| then i thought, who is me to you to share anything with you |
so saya tahu yang awak akan buat keputusan yang terbaik untuk diri awak sama ada awak nak pergi ke tak. awak jangan risau la. awak pandai. semua orang nak panggil awak. insyaallah SPM nanti awak dapat straight a's. saya doakan awak. amiin.
hmm. masuk harini je ramai dah aku dengar yang member semua dah dapat tawaran belajar sana lah sini lah. even kena guna duti sendiri dulu pun takpe. janji korang nak belajar. janji korang dah dapat tawaran kan? aku? tak ada punn. rezeki tak samapi lagi. tunggu result SPM laa. doakan ea sayang? thanks.
DEAR RESULT SPM,
please be nice with me yaa? tak sampai hati nak kecewa kan family,teachers and the most important is tak sampai hati nak kecewa kan diri sendiri. if i can turn back my past, seriously i want to take a video everytime when i study, when i struggle hardly for my SPM. tak tidur, stay up for the whole of night with sue,idot,pagos,asilah,mus,bak,nad and eriza. and i want they watch it.the moment that i will remember for the rest of my life. at least they know how seriously and hardly i want that straight a's for THEM. i just want them to proud of me cause they have me that can bring the sucess until i get it and they will do like this to me
| they will kiss and say "macam ni laa anak papa dengan mama :)" |
so to guys yang kat luar sana tu, please remember this
Ya know, even though I turned out to be someone that tend to get good results for exams, my mind tend to forget most of the things that I've learned. I forget so bad until I've come to a point where I keep asking myself, "How in the world did I ever score this before?". And something hit me, really hard, in the head. MY REAL INTENTION OF STUDYING.
I have realized that all this while I've been studying really hard just for the sake to pass with flying colors. I rarely set my mind, my heart, to study because of Allah S.W.T. There, right there! No wonder I always find hard times to recall all the things that I've learned. Could it be because the knowledge that I've digested is not blessed by Him?
When I read a blog about, "Belajar kerana Allah S.W.T", I feel a hard punch right into my heart. I feel at loss. Such a loss for me to study all this while without correcting my intention of studying. All this time, I've been chasing good grades, and good pointers. I shed tears when I fail, I give up when I feel stress, and I complain whenever I did not get the result that I wanted even though I have put soo much effort. I fail to look at the bright side of my failure. I fail to realize that even though I have failed, at least I have increased my knowledge. I fail to see the good things that I would receive in the life hereafter if I have more faith in Him.
“Bahawa sesungguhnya setiap amalan itu bergantung kepada niat, dan bahawa sesungguhnya bagi setiap orang apa yang dia niatkan. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya menuju kepada Allah dan RasulNya, maka hijrahnya kepada Allah dan RasulNya. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya kerana dunia yang dia mahu mencari habuannya, atau kerana seorang perempuan yang dia mahu kahwininya, maka hijrahnya ke arah perkara yang ditujuinya itu.”
( Hadith riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim )
We, as muslim students, have to know, what are the main reason Allah S.W.T has created us for? Allah has created us to live on earth, to worship Allah, to work for Allah with all our might. Whatever we do in Dunya can be classified as worshipping Allah, as long as we get our intentions right. Same goes to studying.
"Rugi kalau belajar semata mata nak kejar apa yang ada didunia sahaja, sesungguhnya ganjaran diakhirat adalah yang sebaik-baiknya."
If we study because of Him, we will much more less feel down whenever we don't achieve something good enough for us. We will not have studying as a burden, In fact, we will feel much more at peace and organized. The knowledge we learn, will not only last until exams, but also for the rest of our lives. We will be able to carry out all the theories we've learned and will definitely benefit not only ourselves as individuals, but also raise the name of muslims. Beside that, when we do something sincerely because of Him, whatever the outcome turn out to be, we would always be ready and 'redha' with whatever He has prepared for us. Don't cry, don't whine, don't complain. Our job is to do our best, to work hard towards it, but the result, already stated in the books of our lives.
"Kita, manusia, hanya merancang. Tetapi Allah yang menentukan."
get it? alhamdulilah. selamat beramal and assalamualaikum.
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