do you thinking what i'm thinking?

I'm the one who love to compare myself with others right now. I always look high on people around me and I feel like I've been challenged by them (well actually it's me yang syok sendiri because nobody challenged me). I own friends that have a smart brain I mean really smart okay. And they got offered to further studies abroad, got scholarships, have lots of money, gain experiences, own supportive friends. So now you tell me why I shouldn't envy them? They're so close to perfect right? I wish I can be like one of them. But I have to believe in rezeki Allah. He's the best planner ever. He knows what's the best for me so I have to improve my faith towards Him and redha on everything that happened and is going to happen in future. Can you help me? If I ever comparing myself with others in future in front of you, please scold me immediately and say this "EVERYONE SPARKLES IN THEIR OWN WAYS. YOU'RE AWESOME IN YOUR OWN WAYS. BELIEVE IN HIM. DON'T LOSE HOPES AND NEVER GIVE UP! WHY SHOULD YOU GIVE UP WHEN YOU STILL HAVE 99 CHANCES"  Thank you xoxo